Mirtha Videla and the Torture machine "The torture machine" 2010

Part 3 of 4 (Parental advisory - Silent kill - Torture machine - ??)

"The torture machine"

1. This is not murder, is a beginning
2. Family’s a warm gun
3. Rabbit on the run
4. Mr body (Fake cheerleader)
5. Swallow the semen of life
6. Self infected
7. Waking up the damage
8. Love itself
9. Bring you back (I will break you)
10. Lick the fruit
11. What?
12. Shit world system
13. Weight of the life
14. The crack
15. Shotgun
16. Dead bunny (Motherfucker)

“This is not murder, is a beginning”

Your heart, a fragile plastic

There’s a fissure and I put my gloves

You were forbidden as the apple

And I stab myself and cut my hands.

There’s nothing more that a can do

Emotionally painful

I’ll wrap your neck with my fingers

Because I have:

Another scar to leave you

Feels like it keeps in my head

I’m gonna burn your heart

At least it turns to powder.

I’d rather not bleed for nonsense things

I’d rather not bleed for nonsense things.

Sheets of your skin falling as snow

Love made of this, another senseless loss.

"Family is a warm gun"

The family is a warm gun.

"Breacking down" our hands

choking the guts

put my trust in you

your faces are distorted in my dreams.

I smoke a cigar with a fake taste

ask for my life to take a chance to destroy.

The family's a warm gun

and the hell is outside too.

blood poisoned with lies

traitors in disguise of brothers holding hands

and your hand you're hiding in my back holding the knife.

Crows waiting to your death

at least you're destroyed and own your pain

just smile at me and loose your last breath.

“Rabbit on the run”

Rabbit on the run

See the happiness jumping on the bridge.

Poor little scar getting bigger with the time

Slowly I get some sickness

And I’m feeling so apart,

Abandoned, lost and I wanna get back right now.

I know I’m more than this world under my head

The snow will melt in spring and the flowers will burn.

Rabbit on the run

See the happiness jumping off the bridge

Rabbit on the run

Let me see you once before you die.

The corpse of my past I’ll need to break

Before it consumes me and destroy myself.

“Mr. Body (Fake cheerleader)”

Somebody got a reason to live

And everybody for a reason dies

Try to tear me down, drag me to “The wall”

Sell your bodies as an uncomfortable whore.

Assume what you are

Fake cheerleaders

Sick, fat rats.

Mr Body! (You know the taste of broken teeth)

Want you get some of me?

Mr Plastic! (I want to burn you as wood)

With no identity.

Somebody has to stay

Some bodies don’t know where they lay

Tear me down for being smarter

Swallow up all the shit you watch in TV.

“Swallow the semen of life”

And I swallow you as expired food

Hollow traps in a rabbit’s head

Melting as semen on fire.

This way, I wish you’re destroyed

The anxiety’s shaking my hands.

You shouldn’t trust me

I am your last day

Your guts are twisted

Your feelings are shit.

And I’m not glad for your happiness

You deserve more than your suffering

You’re too plastic and you’ll burn anyway.

“Self infected”

I could try with other legs

Another soul, another pain

We wish our own destruction

And leave each other too dried.

I have to take another way

I’m self infected.

Infected to live,

Infected to love,

Too infected, to cry this time.

And I have to bear the damage of the years

Withering my soul to take this edge

This is the last time that I put myself under another.

I’m sick of humanity,

Forced to be a liar

A suffering piece of shit.

“Waking up the damage”

I will not bother breaking the rest of your heart

You will fall like an angel anyway.

And I know, stars will explode and

The lights will wash away our pain.

So now, we’ll sharp our arms against love

As love loaded its knives against us.

Die with you is not the plan

You’re already dead and I’m starting it over.

Point your face to the moon

And you’ll get the immortality too soon.

"Love itself"

We're meant to hurt

why should be everything sweet,

HAPPY, and poetry must be sugar?

If you don't fall emotional

there'll be no scars to cover

protect yourself from love.

Love, sadistic feeling

we're spinning in tears

With useless hopes that it will never ends.

Don't swallow yourself...

Don't swallow yourself...

Don't end yourself...

Don't swallow yourself...

"Bring you back (I will break you)"

I don't know

I just WANT you

I love you

I love you.

Break my heart

Don’t deny me

I'll have you

I'll have you.

Fuck me, Hit me

Love me forever

I don't care

I don't care.

Beat me out

I will find you

And I'll break you

and I'll break you.

I don't know

break my heart

and love me forever

I will find you

and I'll break you

and I'll break you.

And I'll bring you back

And I will break you

and I'll bring you back

And I'll break you.

“Lick the fruit”

You like to fuck as we loose under covers

You call me beautiful and I fuck you harder

Covered in blood you suck me all, my soul

And I always ask the same:

Does your mother know what we do in your room?

We’re loosing in all sins

Sucking each other and spinning

All your legs open widen

You love to have me behind

YOU…

You say we’ll have to pray…

Licking the fruit, we eat the apple

Your holes of depression receive all the pleasure

I’m coming inside, I’ll come inside

Your father hears this and can’t find his gun

But…

Does your father know what you love by behind?

“What?”

Misery’s now the strong men selling their own meat

Complicated for the darkness

gOd installed his system and changed his name to G.O.L.D

and stupid’s the man who is victim of his own lies

and that’s when I say:

What? You’re your own victim

What? I have to sell my soul

What? Love doesn’t exist

What? Goddamn, fucking, motherfucker

What? What? What? What? What?

Misery’s what we find when we look at the mirror

Complicated by the world our parents destroyed.

All I live is the rubbish-money-war left

And I have to accept that I’m a politic statistic.

I realize and say:

What? You tried to kill me

What? I’m an abortion of god

What? The freedom’s on sale at the market

What? You’re the living dead

What? What? What? What? What?

Politic, religion, wedding, commercial or mercy

Poison, lies and shit to rotten my brain

I’m waiting for the new miracle

As I’m trying to say: What the fuck do I say?

"Shit-world-Sy$tem"

This is for the dead men

wich ones are eating their worms.

Legacy or hipocrecy?

rotten bones on our dinner tables

Should I choose? left or right?

the beggining of the world is a golden chain

crucifying our hands.

And I will not be

one of the descendents of killers or a sick of mind.

And I'm not sorry

for all those capitalisms, government or "Religious-shit"

as you're not sorry

for the Valentine's and the freedom for repression.

Shit-world-sy$tem

silent kill globalization

commercial revelation

and our hearts were left behind.

your blindness became my deaf

the world is in the devil's hand

we love our differences that much that we have our bibles.

Lies and crimes hold their hands

so let's start killing to all the smarts.

“Weight of the life”

You’re fucked as a rabbit against a gun

You’re blind and realized your fears

The world’s a stone breaking your head

Wait to get older to forget and repent.

You’re just a poor boy hiding in the skin of a man

A frightened miserable bitch cutting your heart for the pain.

This story’s as tragic as money on fire

Children hear as they sleep D-E-A-T-H

You may kill yourself or accept you deserve these hurts.

Feel the weight of the life and all their bitter endings

Your guns turned against you so suffering is what you are.

Sweet-bitter-deadly-pins

Knuckles on your face and you drive your kids to death

Nothing will change; forever you’ll live an end

Forgiveness is in my hands and they’re becoming deaf.

“The crack”

Each morning we wake up and see the sun

Hold our souls cause we’re too scared to die

It still being so hard to blame each other

We had our last wishes when we’re burning inside.

And I, I destroy myself now

Withering my soul to put you among the stars

But I, I can’t bear this hurt to leave you

I wanna be the one to take you with me away.

The holes are getting bigger

Feels so cold and my arms are broken

Can you please give me your soul?

This crack inside is killing me.

You had your knives hidden very well

Didn’t care too much to use them for my fate

The water shined when you washed your face

Now’s too red when you drowned your hands.

This meant to be love

Always ending in a tragedy.

“Shotgun”

Fuck love, fuck people

Fuck relationship, fuck protests

Fuck religion, fuck gOd

Fuck alcohol, fuck sex

Fuck nation, fuck men

Fuck nature, fuck the “WE”

Fuck hate, fuck the priests.

Fucked as a shit-wedding cake

I am a shotgun

You’re the motherfucking finger in my trigger.

Fuck envy, fuck “MONEY”

Fuck politics, fuck police

Fuck the niggers, fuck education

fuck the semen.

Fuck “HAPPY”

Fuck the “ME”

Fuck you!

I am you!

“Dead bunny (Motherfucker)”

I feel incomplete

You stopped the run as the same time as my heart did

The world’s now bigger and I feel so small

But I feel your neck in my hands.

I wonder where you went

With the love, the angel and the smiles

And the ghosts you gave me,

To break me into pieces and tear me down.

I still remember the nights

The moonlights and the warm sun

I don’t feel ashamed of my holes

I’m still dying for every scar,

For every loss that caused my breakdowns.

I’m losing all the things I should have since the day I was born

I fell for you and now your fur I’ll wash in red.

Your screams of fear

Can’t compare to my screams of pain.

I’d kill myself for you

But it’s all your fault

And I’ll kill you first.